i want to spend one night with you…..

Put a number in my ask!

One. What is your middle name?
Two. What are you passionate about?
Three. Zebra or leopard print?
Four. Do you have any fears?
Five. Silver or gold?
Six. Top three places to visit.
Seven. How many siblings do you have?
Eight. Where are you from?
Nine. First career you wanted as a child.
Ten. What’s your sign?
Eleven. Future names of your children.
Twelve. Do you have any pets?
Thirteen. What are you listening to right now?
Fourteen. Do you believe in fate/destiny?
Fifteen. What are your career goals?
Sixteen. What is your favorite color?
Seventeen. What is your favorite flower?
Eighteen. What was the first concert/show you attended?
Nineteen. Something you are working on right now.
Twenty. Have you ever had a near-death experience?
Twenty-one. Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early?
Twenty-two. Left or right handed?
Twenty-three. TV Shows you watch regularly.
Twenty-four. Where do you work?
Twenty-five. Halloween costume idea for this year?
Twenty-six. What is your relationship status?
Twenty-seven. Last movie you just watched.
Twenty-eight. Your best friend’s name.
Twenty-nine. A song that’s been stuck in your head.
Thirty. A book you want to read/have recently read.

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Life…

I always thought growing up would be hard, but being the age anyone is now is hard. Myself being one of the oldest in the college i am in, and wanting to go to university so badly that it hurts to say goodbye to my friends cause i know that they are going to uni… me i have to wait 1 to 2 years cause of an illness that happened when i was 16.

I had a plan set out when i was about 13 what i would do, and when… well that changed at the age of 16 stupid body.

im now 2 years behind the rest of my mates who most of them are in there second year of uni….

One person i miss alot, i saw that person in a camp in Lands End and have been the best of friends ever since, I can’t see my life without that person… this person is in their second year of uni and move closer to me so that i could see them… i might of seen them twice i with i could see that person more. I miss them. As you can tell im not saying who the person is or indenifying what sex this person might be, because you dont need that information.

I love that person.. .you may know that.

i think about what if i changed things in my life, like if i wasnt getting married, if i didnt get ill. Many things go through you mind when you are sat in a room by yourself surrounded my computer screen facing the same way like were based in a small classroom, i would’nt say we were but it’s confusing.

This is like my way of getting things off my chest, some people dont have tumblr so i can vent my feeling alot better without getting messages about it… asking un-needed question about my life that they not need know.

My illness’es, my problems seem to be so far away when im in the venting mood to let it all out… im diabectic you see. Controlled by a diet which for me is sprite and the odd food… im a fat person i will admit that but it’s not caused by my diabecticness’ its caused by PCO ( look it up if you don’t know) cause me to put so much weight on which the doctors cant help with… they just say alot of exercise and alot of it…. well i walk aLot and trust me its not working, then again i hate my body so it might be working but i wont know about it….i suppose that might be a good way to do it cause i might one day again get compliments like i used to get… the way i got my partner…. my almost love of my life, unfortunately my hamster and chinchilla are currently still beating him :)

ok i think i will have to stop this vent because i need a sip of my sprite and be on my way to an afternoon of headphones and un needed banter!

wish me luck :)

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Here’s to the kids.

The kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle of coke & Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party.

Here’s to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them.

Here’s to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars.

Here’s to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool.

Here’s to the kids who listened to Fall Out boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV…and blame MTV for ruining their life.

Here’s to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts.

Here’s to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.

Here’s to the kids who hum “A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More Touch Me” when they’re stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night.

Here’s to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn’t even know they existed.

Here’s to the kids who have read The Perks of Being a Wallflower & didn’t feel so alone after doing so.

Here’s to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s).

Here’s to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don’t care.

Here’s to the kids who speak their mind.

Here’s to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep.

Here’s to the kids who second guess themselves on everything they do.

Here’s to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that.

Here’s to the kids.

This one’s not for the kids,
who always get what they want,
But for the ones who never had it at all.

It’s not for the ones who never got caught,
But for the ones who always try and fall.

This one’s for the kids who didnt make it,
We were the kids who never made it.

The Overcast girls and the Underdog Boys.

Not for the kids who had all their joys.

This one’s for the kids who never faked it.
We’re the kids who didn’t make it.

They say “Breaking hearts is what we do best,”
And, “We’ll make your heart be ripped of your chest”

The only heart that I broke was mine,
When I got My Hopes up too too high.

We were the kids who didnt make it.
We are the kids who never made it.”

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R.I.P xXx

R.I.P xXx

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Taxidermy bunny, Polly Morgan

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Taxidermy bunny, Polly Morgan

Life annoys me, your there for people. Then they move on to the next person and annoy them. Its quite exciting who the next person may be….. I know i proberly make no sence and that will be the thai in me where i have no grammer. But to be honest i dont quite care.

repeatition…. really needed? no.

Well… cannot wait for the next 2 years… cause that will be when i go through my contact list and go DELETE!

pawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

pawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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made me giggle

made me giggle

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